Renée Elise Goldsberry reveals struggles with panic attacks during Hamilton performances

In the United States, a documentary titled 'Satisfied' follows Renée Elise Goldsberry's journey during her time in the acclaimed Broadway show Hamilton. The film, released in theaters by Fathom Entertainment from September 30 to October 2, captures Goldsberry's experiences from her auditions to winning a Tony Award for her role. As the excitement surrounding Hamilton grew, Goldsberry revealed her personal challenges, including recurring panic attacks while performing, stating, 'Sometimes now when I'm doing the show, I keep having panic attacks throughout the number.' This candid admission underscores the immense pressure that accompanies such a high-profile role. The documentary also explores the broader aspects of Goldsberry's life, including her dual aspirations of achieving success as an actor/singer while balancing her desire to have a family. The film features home footage that depicts her children missing her during her rehearsals, illustrating the emotional toll that her career has on her family life. Her husband, Alexis Johnson, shares insights about their efforts to create a nurturing home where everyone thrives amidst the hectic demands of her career. Additionally, Goldsberry's personal journey with motherhood is highlighted in the film, as it shows her attempting to get pregnant again and reflects upon her existing family, which includes her son, Benjamin, born in 2009, and her adopted daughter, Brielle, who joined the family in 2014. The documentary is a poignant examination of the challenges faced by those in the performing arts, particularly women who often juggle multiple roles, and serves as a reminder of the sacrifices made for the sake of their careers and families. Lin-Manuel Miranda, the creator of Hamilton, also appears in the documentary to praise Goldsberry's incredible talent and the demanding nature of the performance. Miranda's contribution adds a layer of credibility and depth to the film, showcasing the high standards expected from performers in the musical theater world.