Sparhawk Reflects on Loss and New Music After Wife's Death
- Alan Sparhawk reflects on the profound loss of his wife and bandmate Mimi Parker, who passed away from cancer at the age of 55.
- He explores his journey of finding a new artistic voice while dealing with grief and the impact it has had on his music.
- Sparhawk's latest work channels both his sorrow and inspiration from pop icons like Cher as he moves forward.
In November 2022, Mimi Parker, the beloved wife of Alan Sparhawk and a fellow member of the indie band Low, passed away at the age of 55 after a battle with cancer. The couple shared a deep bond for over 40 years, and Sparhawk describes the profound impact of her absence, stating, “That person is so real and then they’re gone.” In the wake of this loss, Sparhawk has released his first album since her death, titled *White Roses, My God*, which he acknowledges may surprise fans of Low. Sparhawk expresses a struggle to find his voice in the music, stating, “I’m trying to use my voice, but I don’t want to hear my voice.” He reflects on the creative process, revealing that he has been able to write songs that resonate with his experiences of grief and healing. He emphasizes the importance of celebrating life and finding belief amid sorrow, suggesting that music continues to be a source of connection to Parker. As he navigates his feelings of loss, Sparhawk admits to grappling with existential questions about faith and the afterlife. He shares a newfound belief in the eternal nature of existence, feeling a connection to something greater. He believes that Parker would be pleased with the positive developments in his life, conveying a message of patience and understanding through their shared journey. Ultimately, Sparhawk finds solace in the memories of Parker, feeling her presence as he moves forward in both life and music.